haha....

today when im sitting in car,
the way that going back home,
i just keep feel that i wanna to cry...
dont know why..... T.T
maybe i haven know what is the reason...

Haiz...
really fight it again...
start from yesterday,
they fight it again...
and shan ask HER why like this...
and SHE just keep talk like SHE very angry...
and say until me,
SHE say that that day when SHE talk about the drink,
then i show the face to HER and say the word to HER...
excuse me, what thing i had say to YOU,
and let you dulan?
what face i have show it to YOU,
make YOU dulan?

i really dono what have i said and what face had i show...
i just say oh, and keep eating my food,
then YOU say i dont believe....
is YOU show the face to me,
or i show the face to YOU?
please think back and think properly only say can?

always bark like a dog....
it very tired YOU konw,
bark like this....
dont keep think that YOU are right and no need appologise...
that is what YOUR mind has thinking,
not us and not even me...
STOP ALL THE NONSEN...

~ amelia ~

your stupid mind...

YOU stop your 'CLEVER' thinking...
wht YOU think now are very childish...
and do YOU think that we will care what face of you having now?
do YOU think that you are fatty then no one will like you ?
Or YOU think that you useless or brainless can change anything?
Those is just that what are in you mind...
no all of us...

do YOU think that if you not fat then he will accept you?
do YOU think that if you face you having now make us feel unconfortable?
that no what we had think...
we and he doesn't like is your attitude...
not because of what you having or what your look is...

YOU are very childish...
YOU hate yourself is your thing...
dont YOU think that you have any power to change all thing that YOU doesn't like?
or YOU think that YOU can control anything?

'CLEVER' thinking...
but YOU wont appreciate what YOU having now...
YOU thought who YOU are...?
can say other ppl mother?
SHE also dint scold or say her mother annoying,
then what position are YOU...
and who give YOU permision to let YOU say her mother bad thing?
still say what her mother very annoying...
it useless that you say sorry to my baby shu yin...
coz YOU already say her mother annoying and you already hurt her...

YOU REALLY HAVE A' CLEVER' AND A 'GOOD' THINKING...

~AMELIA~

i hate you...!!

do you know i really hate your attitude toaday...
surpose i not easy to angry someone
although i angry, is just one day or a few moment only.
but YOU make me feel unconfortable....
don't you think that what YOU say what YOU do what YOU think are right?
or let people feel confortable?
or other people like it?
it just will make me feel YOU really annoying,
and make me feel i really hate YOU
and dont even want to talk with YOU....

do YOU have brain?
have YOU think bafore when YOU talk?
have YOU think before when YOU do something?
if not, it call BRAINLESS...
not just i feel i doesn't like YOU
all of my baby friend also doesn't like YOU too....
it mean that wht have YOU done,
are wrong and very annoying to all of us....

and wht YOU done very brainless...
YOU know that what they want,
or what they have choose...
then can YOU just dont busybody?
it non of your bussiness...YOU know...
what YOU doing or talking know are useless....
it cant change anything
YOU thought you having a power?
can make the truth change?

CAN YOU DONT ACT LIKE YOU VERY 'CLEVER'
IT USELESS...

~amelia~

hate

I HATE SOME OF MY LIFE...
BUT I STILL ENJOY SOME OF LIFE....><

STOP

My life are getting worst now.....
What we have done, you also will say we 'fan',
I can understand that you very busy,
But can you dont a little small thing then you scold us.....
always say we done de everything also wrong...
not mean that you say de all thing are right.....

Memory/

Friday,
when PE period,
we have take some picture in the school,
and the whole day we din event study except math,
because all the teacher din come ...

and here are some picture we take yesterday..

yih wern & me

Three of us

yee shan and me

That all for yesterday...

my school friend...

I think all the friend beside me are change,...
some are getting worst.

YOU, dont you think that you always say the thing that about XXX
in beside her,
was very make us feel not confortable?
will you feel happy?
and please la, you know that two is couple,
and you also know that she will help you or what,
then you dont keep on say something bad to her,
and problem is YOU cant help de,
like M like S,
if you say or teach M what to do or what to say,
dont you know that it will getting worst to them?
STOP all the nonsent please......

suddently you very perasan,
you always think that j is talking de ppl is you,
dont you think that was very funny?
maybe he not talking to you or.....
then you just keep on think that he is saying you....
Haiz~

STOP STOP STOP.....

If one day, they really separate,
you will feel happy?
If they separate,
you will think that he will accept you?
If they separate,
he wont accept you and he will more hate you.......
Please la stop all the nonsent from now...
it very boring and childish ....
event that you are bigger than us leh......

Friendship...

I think our relationship has change when the first time you change to my school.....
Now you look like getting diffrence,
not the person that i know from 2008...

But congrate to you that you can go the school that you want from last year..
And i have decide that i wont change to there unless my school are getting worst and make me unlike it....
Will you happy when you change to there?
and do you think before how many your father can afford it?
but nevermind...
it not my bussiness,
if i want to help you but you make me feel not conforteble...
then very sorry about it..
i still will continue to let you be my best friend,
but please la, dont make me feel that i not really can be friend with you!!
now i wont bother wht are you doing, what are thinking..and
what you want to,
you just do the thing that oyu think is right,
i will listen when you want to tell me something,
and i also will give some comment,

that all.....